Frustrated

So, I wish I had really amazing, awesome things to update you on, but I do not. I'm in a very frustrating place, and it's starting to get the best of me. I am currently 10 weeks and 1 day away from graduating (71 days). I am so close, I can't stand it. I hate to wish the last of my college days away so fast, but honestly, while things are good, I feel like they could be better. I know things could be so much better if I could get out of here and experience somewhere else. I really hate my Event Management class. Things are just getting really annoying in the class. My internship is great, and I'm thankful I found it. If this internship was somewhere other than Troy, I would be set. I'm just in this place where I know change is coming, and I feel like it's never going to get here.

I was driving down University Avenue the other day, I was looking around, taking everything in, and I know I'm going to miss this place when I leave. Troy has been a big part of my life these past 5 years. I've grown up so much since I've been here. I've learned so much also. I've learned more about myself than I have in class. Sometimes, I feel like that's the point of college. Of course you're supposed to learn in the classroom because you need to get a job, and doing so requires knowledge from the classroom. But I feel like if I hadn't learned anything about myself here, it would've been a waste of time.

When all of this is over, I know I'll miss the routine of classes, and having a lot of free time, but I also know, I'm ready for the real world. It's going to be hard and scary, but, if I remember correctly, college was hard and scary at the beginning too, now I think I'm pretty good at it :)

In the end, I am thankful for everything I have. I try to remind myself that I need to step back and realize what I have. I need to appreciate where I am, because more than likely, I won't ever be here again. Sometimes I just wish patience came in the form of a pill.

Thanks for reading. If anyone is. Goodnight.